You know what i just fkng love? How people fuck you over in a second`s time just to save their own asses from their own stupid fkng mistakes. Oh no, wait, no. I despise it. It`s complete bullshit. It`s absolutely self-demeaning yet people do still resort to it. &it`s pathetic. I hate trusting people. It`s so pointless. It`s a goddamn timebomb. That`s all it is. The world would be better off without the concept of trust. If everyone`s shit was just put on blast to everyone and anyone that other people wouldn`t have to be fkc`d over taking the fall for the total fkcups of other people.

so screw the world.
&screw my friends.
my     ..."friends".
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"We all have our time machines.
Some take us backward, they're called memories.
Some take us forward, they're called dreams." -Jeremy Irons

...&sometimes, like now, you're just lost in between.
with no where to go because the memories are now ugly
and the dreaming makes you vulnerable
&you're tasting your tears...

(still hoping. still holding on. to my one hope. with all that i have.)
                        *G♥nite.
                               iloveyoum2229.

Soooo saturday was funnn.
I haven`t blabbered here in like forever. Maybe i will later when i wake up.
&mariam i want my fkkkk`n pictures. so yer ass better upload up `em before i steal your heaven wheels. . . which are like.. haa... heaveennnn. yum yum yum. &i don`t like longboards. I just really want a lighter deck than the ones we`ve had. ur deck is light. you spraypainted limegreen again cuz yer a dork. I miss faaizu. EM is so set on torturing me. They ddn`t leave til the g`damn night. &she`s going for like, what, 2 days, 3 at max? &EM wouldn`t let her come. Stupid shittt. W/eeeeee.
kay time to sleeeeeep.
g`nitttte.<3

17, Ymf &iyf &e 2229. 91225

random..?
ddaaaaayyuummm ..shutchomoouuutthh. Uhmm.. does this dumbass not understand that she`s not black? does she she have ANY idea?? What is WITH her g`damn limitations?! moron. maybe sarah pahlin gave birth to her in another life. it would explain alot about them both, scarcely low amount of vocabulary/intellectual function alikee. y`knw?
Sarah Pahlin is a jackass.
As is her daughter from another life.
Lovelyy.

i`m sick. joy to the world. maybe i should go *cough on someone to relieve myself of all this irritation. &if they do get sick.. well... they`ll know in their hearts that their health went to a good cause, righttt? the controlling of ****** *****`s temper. lovely indeeeeeddd.
Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm soo..
...who`s my first victim?
muaahahahhaha.
[[i feel more psychotic than *usual today.]]

so so so so so so soooo
...happy.

i love my 171*
♥

You knw when ppl piss you off?
&then you wanna fucking smack the shit outta them?
Yee ..well.
yea.